lotusflower | Sticks & Bones // IC Inbox

[Kanda, meanwhile, has stormed over to the window to open it up and sort of lean out of it. He needs some fresh fucking air. He thinks he has a migraine. He's pretty sure he wishes he was never created, but that's a typical day-to-day. It's either stubbornly clinging to the life that he has and knowing that he's nothing more than an experiment and plaything and being spiteful enough to live despite it, or wondering if maybe it would've been better to be terminated on the lab table after all. Usually he opts for living despite it all, but...

He can't do this second life shit again. Sure, people believe in that, but no one who's ever said "yeah, I was This or That in my past life" has ever been taken seriously. He's pretty sure this random woman is just capitalizing on Allen's pain of not having parents, too, and that pisses him off even more...

For a while, they're going to sit and stand in silence, because Kanda needs to look outside at the weird moss squirrels doing their thing and try to ground himself with the illusory flowers in the trees and ARGH.

He folds his arms up over his head and lays against the sill for far too long before he finally straightens up again.]

Who's this bitch that told you all of that?

[ Timcanpy is chewing on Allen's sleeve as Allen is trying to pet him. Please let him go, Allen, he has to pull Kanda back so he can lay on both of you. Weighted blanket style. This will surely work-

He doesn't look at Kanda, even once he speaks again. He just winces a bit, shaking his head. ]

...Why? What good will knowing do? You're mad at her because I was asking her questions about this place and receiving answers. If you're angry, take it out on me, not her.

It's not your fault you were fucking lied to. It is your fault you take everything at face value like you do.

[Thanks???]

And since you always take everything on the nose, I need to go verify the claims myself.

[He is still in his Denial phase, or... somewhere between denial and anger as it were. He does not plan to hit the other stages of grief because none of this is real, thanks.]

...I'm going with you if you're going to speak to her.

[ Not a question. He looks at Kanda here, deathly serious. ]

...fine.

[He knows you're going to stop him from being a bitch but also don't stop him from being a bitch he needs to figure out what this woman's PROBLEM is! (Kanda's ability to craft a narrative when he doesn't like something is truly impressive.)]

Let me tie my hair back and grab a coat, and we'll go.

--What? Now? [ Allen stands up, letting go of Tim who promptly schlorps into his smaller form to sit on Allen's head instead. ] You don't have any concept of "cooling off" do you??? At least give yourself some time to collect your goddamn thoughts, Kanda!

[Nope he does not—]

My thoughts are collected. [He has decided that this woman is a liar and that he hates her. Which is going to be a super funny conversation to have when he's inevitably pointed out as "that bratty kid that had a mad crush on my son", huh.] I'm cooled off.

[He is none of these things and he'll probably see Lily and start screaming.]

Cooled as Hell, maybe! [ He knows those eyes, Kanda. Those aren't the eyes of someone who's gonna be fuckin' cool. ]

I'm not letting you go out like this, you moppet. Let's just get some breakfast, at the very least. Then maybe I'll take you - though I think some training or... or something physical would do you good. Maybe go for a run or... sword training or something.

[He is rolling his God Damn Eyes.]

I'm fucking fine. [You're bitchy, you're neurodivergent, and you need breakfast.] But fine, if it helps you sleep at night. There's a dojo south of the river.

[ Visibly, Allen relaxes. Like he can see the shift in Kanda from genuine rage to his usual “tsk”ing and broody upset. That he can deal with. ]

Then you’re saying you’ll come with me there before we see her?

[He hates you. He hates your stupid doe-eyes he hates the fact that he falls for this shit every time and he hates that you're one-upping him AGAIN because of your stupid ass face and—]

I guess.

[grrr grrrrrrr hiss snarl bite]

[ Well, it's one way to get your Kanda to calm down! He figures he's still pissed. Still figuring out his emotions, still... very likely wanting to punch a wall. All the same, Allen smiles. ]

Brilliant! Then, I'll see you downstairs. [ Allen gives a little wave, and makes for the door so he can go see about making them food. Tim will peel off of him and land on Kanda's bed, making Allen pause for just a moment to see if that was an accident, but continues on when he realizes Tim is just... being Tim.

Left with your thoughts for now, Kanda! ]

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